This is what spins through my head every waking moment of every day and every night. It doesn't matter what I'm doing or not doing. It doesn't stop. I'll write it exactly as it comes to me:
Where is my Joel?
Why did you leave?
Why didn't you turn around?
Where are you?
Why did you leave?
Where were you?
I wish you were here?
You didn't have to go.
I love you.
I miss you.
What did you do?
I'm sorry.
I love you.
I wish you were here.
God I wish you were here.
Why didn't you just come home?
Where did you stay?
I can only imagine?
I wish you were here.
I don't know what happened.
I love you.
I never thought it would end like this.
I miss you.
Why didn't you just come back.
Why didn't you just come back?
Why did you go?
Did you do it on purpose?
Why did you leave us?
I miss my boy.
Memories.
Where are you?
Why didn't you just come home?
God dammit.
I hate this.
I wish it was back.
I wish it was back.
God dammit.
What happend to you?
I miss you.
